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Linger
00:44
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Tell me I'm still dreaming cause I can't wake up this time
Maybe I'm just too lost now to find it
Maybe I'm too angry to feel anything at all
I don't have the time and I'm not in the headspace to think about it
I don't want to think about it anymore
I'm better off without it
Tied to these thoughts that ferment in my head
I can't stand to run from these things anymore
I'm hurting still without it
Dragged by the thoughts that linger in my head
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2. |
Smile Lines
03:06
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I'll pick up right where I left off
And spill these words on a new page
I've spent time fighting it off
My darkest thoughts on a replay
But I'm clear I've figured it out
I don't need to hang my head now
Sometimes it gets too loud
I just need to talk myself down
And I won't forget the things you said to me
When time catches us all it's all that's left to see
Just let me down easy
I look back at things that I once loved
I barely recognize them
I lost track of people and places I used to know way back when
but I'm fine I know that I'm not afraid to leave when it's time to go
Now things just get in the way I just want to be by myself
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3. |
It's Legal
03:24
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Sat for hours in your car talking away the evening by ourselves
This end of town isn't for me but I think we can make it work if you open up
I feel your hands have gone cold and I think you should know that I'm only
here to help cause I could be something better in the case you never learn to sort it out it out
I'm sick of asking the same questions
I'm sick of wondering if it's a waste
I'm sick of wearing this doubt on my face
When all that you want is to stand on the edge of the world with me
When all that you get in return is what we've worked for and need
So take your time wondering if we'll be fine
Held my hand through the hazy days that I couldn't pick myself up
I know you're tired of trying when it feels like we're dying just to only have enough
I feel your hands are still cold and I know that it's only cause I can't seem to help and you deserve something better in the case I never figure my life out
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4. |
My Dream
02:45
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I watch the sun go down and then come up again
I don't wonder anymore what it's like to just give in
I exist by insisting that it feels like nothing at all
I insist on existing
I watch the sun go down and then come up again
I'm still lost in a waking nightmare that feels less the further I fall
I persist by pretending that it feels like nothing at all
We're getting older and finding out that our love for this place was not what we thought it was back when we said that we would never change
I take back the things I said before
Once I started to feel and started to know that
It left me out in the cold with just my thoughts to reflect back at
I thought turning my back would set me free but now I'm all alone
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5. |
No Rush
02:01
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Bend until it breaks
It's telling how much I can take
under all these expectations
I like days where I can spend by myself in my own bed
but I've been running now for ages
And it's not that I can't escape, it's the things that it takes away
They'll keep, inside my mind
Wake up your life is on the floor
Why can't it be like before?
When I dealt with my frustrations
I like days that I don't spend
Pissed off wishing I was dead
but I've been asking for the end now
And it's not that I can't escape, it's the things that it takes away
They'll keep, inside my mind
I feel like I'm done
I'm trying
I'm tired of trying
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6. |
Worth
03:14
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If you could only speak the words you mean I wonder
what you'd say to me
Would you show the truth that's buried below? I wonder if you'd say it
So tell me what's so special about these things that you can't bring yourself to say
Nothing feels worth it
I pick myself up from it everyday
Nobody wins this
It drags me down every step I take
If you could hear the words I'm trying to speak, I wonder if you'd feel a thing
While you pace in vain just trying to lead
I'd falter, turn around again
So tell me why these steps matter if I follow you back to the same old place.
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7. |
Comic Sans
03:20
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I'm not mad I just seem to forget
I'll never look back I never wanted to see
Or ever look past, it means too much to me
Are you wondering?
Are you thinking at all?
Are you listening?
I'm trying to tell you something
I still think you need to know why these places are called our homes
From beginning to bitter end, to the feelings I couldn't mend
I want to know how you can still see what you see and never look down
You just crawl on your knees
I'm trying to tell you something
Wasting my breath, trying to tell you
I still think you need to know why these places are called our homes
From beginning to bitter end, to the feelings I couldn't mend
I just wanted you to know it's a bond that you can't outgrow
In between all the guilt and shame, there's a love here that's still the same
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8. |
Dead Of The Night
02:30
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If I wake up bright and early with a smile on face
Then you'll know that my unhappiness has been replaced
For now, just hold your breath and hope that I return from an excursion of angry thoughts I can't unlearn
I'll run into the dead of the night
Until there's nothing in sight
I'll let my anger be my light
Does it calm your nerves put you at ease when I let go?
There's nothing you can say to me when I'm down below at the bottom where I rot and lead my mind to a place, where nothing comforts me and leaves me wanting to retrace
I still feel alone, there's nothing you can say, there's nothing you can do
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9. |
Summer
02:42
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Broken hands pound the walls again
I'm finding myself in a place that I can't retrace the steps that I made
Back when I didn't know better
I will wake up here alone
I will fall asleep the same
It took all the wind out of my sails and now all I can think is how
I can't wait for the summer to end
I've been waiting for something to change
Vacant eyes staring off again
I'm losing myself to the thoughts that I
Can't explain for the life of me when these days get longer
I will wake up here alone, I will fall asleep the same
It took all the strength out of my knees and now I'm still left here thinking how
I can't wait for the summer to end
I've been waiting for something to change
I've got bad dreams, old scars, lost words, cold heart
I can't wait for the summer to end
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10. |
Tranquil
02:56
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Of all the ways you draw me near, you push away in one
That I cannot come back to when I leave and try to run
So draw me in
I'll keep on following
Just draw me in
I'll keep on following
But you're standing in my way between me and what I need
And these thoughts just pour out and spill I need you to understand
That I need my space where I can keep my mind at ease I swear I'm not
Trying to leave
In all the ways you keep me here, I run away from one that I cannot cope being near, it eases as I run
So draw me in
I'll keep on following
Just draw me in
To keep fucking with
I swear I loved you from the start
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