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Figure It Out

by Bleed American

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1.
Sip 00:57
Can you feel my hands shake? I can't put this pen to the page It still feels like I've been clawing at the last remnants of what I'm trying to crawl out from, change the course of what I'll become I'll claw my way out I'll crawl out
2.
My feelings left unattended do you know what's wrong? I know that nothing can mend this, it's been too long Since my hands didn't shake, since my voice didn't break I can't be bothered, I'll never wonder I don't ask a lot, but I'm asking you this much, please don't let me fall My feet won't carry me further then where I am My shoulders break under your guilt is this what you want? Don't try to act like you're just a victim Your words are spiteful, you only look within Down at the bottom where I rot, my minds in a haze I'll never lift my head up again
3.
Bloom 02:56
I've been trying to forget for days Pacing around and trying to count the ways I let your spite poison what I hold closest You leave your shit around wherever you go All of your allies quickly turn to foes and now its best that you be on your way May everything bloom in your absence Think of us just in past tense Consider it a better ending Your clouds follow me and rain everyday They only serve to just get in the way and flood my mind with thoughts of clearer skies May everything bloom in your absence It's not enough for you to just go away I'm counting down the days until the sunshine Are you out there picking at the petals of last summer's garden? Are you there digging through the compost in hopes of flowers?
4.
You wonder what it's like to be on your own Now you pay for it You conjure up these thoughts and you call it home I wish that it were here Hold your head up for the very last time You're never going to change your mind Count the seconds while you're taking your time Take your bottle, leave us all behind You long for the days when your visions blurred Now you're blind at heart You offer up your lies as a sign of guilt Why can't you admit you made this wrong? You used your shaking hands to build a fence that I sit on It feels like I'm not alive It feels like I'm wasting time
5.
Face To Face 02:01
I wish that you were here I wish you'd understand I can't crawl out of what I am now I can only just depend All of these phases and places we used to know Don't make me feel a thing I need some time to think Sort out what's in my head I can't tell you what I deserve now I can only plead and beg Please don't forget what it meant when I asked you to stay I'll never ask again I wish you well I'm trying to crawl out but these weights are tied to my feet I'm trying my best but I can't admit what's wrong with me I feel I'm destined to repeat
6.
Bring up another flaw I have and can't change now Beat it in my head until I break down Say "you're nothing" Say "Your everything I hate" I'm just stuck and losing my place Can't erase my mistakes and I'm sorry I've spent too much time with my head in my hands Tears seeping through the floor Grow up and learn from it What a waste, I can't explain where my heads at these days Count the waves, I'm up then down, am I just sinking? I will learn from this
7.
Disregard 03:26
I meant every word that made you feel valuable I wish I could take the hurtful words away I have to go but I want to take you with me Stay all night and we'll drive past the lights that lit up When we came to life So selfishly assured that I'd always be by your side But there I go again walking out the door
8.
Executive 03:01
I really wanted to take these steps but I stumble down to the dirt below I wish that I could be all I can but I'm humbled It's not as easy when your hearts in the right place My minds free and clear now Sick of dwelling on all the things that I can't change They take me with them Down, everybody knows it's where we go when our luck runs out Down, in the undertow, hide away until the sun comes up Picked up right at the last second and I'm thankful for any chance I get To prove I'm not a waste of time that I'm thoughtful It's always easy when your hearts in the wrong place My minds gone and I'm spinning out Sick of gripping to things that make me feel this way They only lead me... I couldn't stand you thinking that of me I couldn't stand the thought of you hating me I can't argue this is what I've earned I'll hide away until the sun goes....
9.
Go throw up your hands and tell another untrue version of events There's no calming you down in your world Life moves on and it's clear that you're committed to sitting still I'm just left hoping you don't forget what got us here Now it's all played out, the story's ending now You're letting the truth take hold of you It's overdue, its time to see this through It's over and done now walk away You can't get your lies straight despite shilling the same story still I'm just too cold to admit that this still hurts me too I'll never forgive you, despite trying to still understand Why can't you ungrip your hands and keep what we have here? All that I ask is that you don't relinquish me as your son and drown in your anger Mom don't forget this Movie Theatre Theft has ripped me to shreds in this empty apartment, I don't want to stumble.

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released February 14, 2015

recorded, mixed & mastered by Jordan Voth (jnvoth.com)
additional vocals on "Where's The Fire?" by Cole Matthew Vincent

all songs written by Bleed American

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