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It Probably Isn't

by Bleed American

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1.
Linger 00:44
Tell me I'm still dreaming cause I can't wake up this time Maybe I'm just too lost now to find it Maybe I'm too angry to feel anything at all I don't have the time and I'm not in the headspace to think about it I don't want to think about it anymore I'm better off without it Tied to these thoughts that ferment in my head I can't stand to run from these things anymore I'm hurting still without it Dragged by the thoughts that linger in my head
2.
Smile Lines 03:06
I'll pick up right where I left off And spill these words on a new page I've spent time fighting it off My darkest thoughts on a replay But I'm clear I've figured it out I don't need to hang my head now Sometimes it gets too loud I just need to talk myself down And I won't forget the things you said to me When time catches us all it's all that's left to see Just let me down easy I look back at things that I once loved I barely recognize them I lost track of people and places I used to know way back when but I'm fine I know that I'm not afraid to leave when it's time to go Now things just get in the way I just want to be by myself
3.
It's Legal 03:24
Sat for hours in your car talking away the evening by ourselves This end of town isn't for me but I think we can make it work if you open up I feel your hands have gone cold and I think you should know that I'm only here to help cause I could be something better in the case you never learn to sort it out it out I'm sick of asking the same questions I'm sick of wondering if it's a waste I'm sick of wearing this doubt on my face When all that you want is to stand on the edge of the world with me When all that you get in return is what we've worked for and need So take your time wondering if we'll be fine Held my hand through the hazy days that I couldn't pick myself up I know you're tired of trying when it feels like we're dying just to only have enough I feel your hands are still cold and I know that it's only cause I can't seem to help and you deserve something better in the case I never figure my life out
4.
My Dream 02:45
I watch the sun go down and then come up again I don't wonder anymore what it's like to just give in I exist by insisting that it feels like nothing at all I insist on existing I watch the sun go down and then come up again I'm still lost in a waking nightmare that feels less the further I fall I persist by pretending that it feels like nothing at all We're getting older and finding out that our love for this place was not what we thought it was back when we said that we would never change I take back the things I said before Once I started to feel and started to know that It left me out in the cold with just my thoughts to reflect back at I thought turning my back would set me free but now I'm all alone
5.
No Rush 02:01
Bend until it breaks It's telling how much I can take under all these expectations I like days where I can spend by myself in my own bed but I've been running now for ages And it's not that I can't escape, it's the things that it takes away They'll keep, inside my mind Wake up your life is on the floor Why can't it be like before? When I dealt with my frustrations I like days that I don't spend Pissed off wishing I was dead but I've been asking for the end now And it's not that I can't escape, it's the things that it takes away They'll keep, inside my mind I feel like I'm done I'm trying I'm tired of trying
6.
Worth 03:14
If you could only speak the words you mean I wonder what you'd say to me Would you show the truth that's buried below? I wonder if you'd say it So tell me what's so special about these things that you can't bring yourself to say Nothing feels worth it I pick myself up from it everyday Nobody wins this It drags me down every step I take If you could hear the words I'm trying to speak, I wonder if you'd feel a thing While you pace in vain just trying to lead I'd falter, turn around again So tell me why these steps matter if I follow you back to the same old place.
7.
Comic Sans 03:20
I'm not mad I just seem to forget I'll never look back I never wanted to see Or ever look past, it means too much to me Are you wondering? Are you thinking at all? Are you listening? I'm trying to tell you something I still think you need to know why these places are called our homes From beginning to bitter end, to the feelings I couldn't mend I want to know how you can still see what you see and never look down You just crawl on your knees I'm trying to tell you something Wasting my breath, trying to tell you I still think you need to know why these places are called our homes From beginning to bitter end, to the feelings I couldn't mend I just wanted you to know it's a bond that you can't outgrow In between all the guilt and shame, there's a love here that's still the same
8.
If I wake up bright and early with a smile on face Then you'll know that my unhappiness has been replaced For now, just hold your breath and hope that I return from an excursion of angry thoughts I can't unlearn I'll run into the dead of the night Until there's nothing in sight I'll let my anger be my light Does it calm your nerves put you at ease when I let go? There's nothing you can say to me when I'm down below at the bottom where I rot and lead my mind to a place, where nothing comforts me and leaves me wanting to retrace I still feel alone, there's nothing you can say, there's nothing you can do
9.
Summer 02:42
Broken hands pound the walls again I'm finding myself in a place that I can't retrace the steps that I made Back when I didn't know better I will wake up here alone I will fall asleep the same It took all the wind out of my sails and now all I can think is how I can't wait for the summer to end I've been waiting for something to change Vacant eyes staring off again I'm losing myself to the thoughts that I Can't explain for the life of me when these days get longer I will wake up here alone, I will fall asleep the same It took all the strength out of my knees and now I'm still left here thinking how I can't wait for the summer to end I've been waiting for something to change I've got bad dreams, old scars, lost words, cold heart I can't wait for the summer to end
10.
Tranquil 02:56
Of all the ways you draw me near, you push away in one That I cannot come back to when I leave and try to run So draw me in I'll keep on following Just draw me in I'll keep on following But you're standing in my way between me and what I need And these thoughts just pour out and spill I need you to understand That I need my space where I can keep my mind at ease I swear I'm not Trying to leave In all the ways you keep me here, I run away from one that I cannot cope being near, it eases as I run So draw me in I'll keep on following Just draw me in To keep fucking with I swear I loved you from the start

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released January 5, 2018

here's our second record. if you like it, share it with your friends.

CD pressing coming soon from Little Cowboy Records.


recorded, mixed & mastered by Jordan Voth (jnvoth.com)
written and performed by Bleed American
additional vocals on "Summer" by Anton Delost from the band First Ghost. they're amazing. go listen to them.

we would like to thank the following people: our girlfriends, parents, cats, dogs, EA Sports NHL 18, Brendan Shanahan, light domestic beer, Sean Kaye, Kal Tire and all the bands we've played with local or otherwise. thanks.

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